Why my last existence (after my last death) could be that of an angelic being

I have read many things about incarnated angels

for example incarnated angels often express their emotions in music or art or writing because for some of them is is hard to talk face to face to people

I love writing and sometimes express emotions by playing the piano
this is mostly because I am really shy and my interaction skills are not that developed

furthermore, incarnated angels have a strong connection to angelic beings or the other side in general
that could explain the strong connection to my spirit

and in addition to that, incarnated angels use past the surface of people and seem to look at their heart
i really appreciate that and I personally do not care about appearance at all
It is just an illusion

I have also read that incarnated angels often suffer from health issues

I remember when I was a child and someone asked me why I seem so frail for my age, my answer was that my father is not from this world and because of that I am also half and half and therefore my body can not adjust to the enviromental changes in another dimension
(i had severe asthma as a child but it is better now. I am only reminded of that fact whnever I catch a cold because it takes much longer and respiratory problems similar to asthma attacks, and I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome. So people joked that I am aging faster than others. And maybe it is a coincidence (also regarding the famous Akhenaten statues) but I was born intersex. I like so imagine spiritual beings as intersexual as well. Or more that they are both sexes combined)

this is funny as well as scary
as a child i saw no deeper meaning behing my own words but now i notice how true they could be
(the meaning of them only)

and of course the thing with my birthday

it could be all coincidences but it ass seems to fit together


anyone who believes to be an incarnated angel as well?
or remembers a past life?

Experiences with my spirit

when I was a child i used to fear the darkness (still do) and while my mom had work to do in the kitchen i would go into the dark livingroom and stare at the darkness and feel scared

a glowing person would appeare then and dance infront of me and stroke my head
because i did that quite often and my spririt would come and dance to ease my fear, I started to call him the dancer (that was before I found out about his name, which he confirmed)
my parents never saw him and certainly noticed the change in me when i entered the room with wide eyes because of my fear and after a while they heard me giggling and laughing and seemingly follow movements

then the feeling that someone is standing behind me and patting my shoulder and my dog greeting a spot behind me

but sometimes my spirit also showed himself in person (he still looked the same as in my first dream. Only his hair grew longer)

I once went into town with a former friend
when we were heading to a store i suddenly noticed someone walking directly towards me and smiling.
The person looked exactly like my spirit but after he walked past me and i turned to see him he was gone
later that day, it was already evening, my friend said she knew the way to to train so I trusted her and just followed her
after some time she admitted that she had no idea where we are and I felt nervous since there were a few drunk people at the street who did not seem very kind and some offered us drugs
I just wanted to get home and was really glad when we finally reached the train
it just occured to me the next day that my spirit showed himself in person to me and smiled at me in an encouraging way. Like he knew there was potential danger for me later that day

usually I do not seem him in person (only in my dreams) but he showes himself in person when not long after he showed himself there was potential danger
but noone but me seems to notice him

I also ..."feel" when someone is going to die
I usually dream it
But i never dream of the person that will die but of a person to who I have a similar relationship with
I once dreamed that my uncle died and  two days later my aunt commited suicide

Maybe one month ago a bird crashed into our window and my parents took him in to take care of him
I refused to visit the bird since i would feel sad if he died
but after a few days the bird seemed to feel better to I agreed to visit him where my parents kept and fed him
when I saw the bird i felt like he will not make it through the night eventhough he seemed fine
but I could not shake off that feeling

the following night I met my spirit in my dream and we talked about the bird
my spirit said "He will fly one last time"

my parents told me in the morning that the bird has died

I was not suprised of course
I have felt it the day before
and I guess my spirit meant with "last flight" the flight into another life- into the death

My Story

It started exactly 10 years before i was born

my father had an accident in which he lost two of his limbs. He had a near death experience
this happened of the 19th december 1987 at 10:21 am in Ansbach

I was born on the 19th december 1997 at 10:21 am in Ansbach.

Since I am adopted my parents had no chance to plan the date of my birth
For as long as I remember I doubted that these two dates were a coincidence

that would be weird, right?!

so, when I was about 5 years old I had a dream. I will never forget that dream.

I was with my dad in a place, which seemed to be an entrence hall but without roof.
With us was a person who I later identified as akhenaten

Akhenaten and I could fly while my dad could not
we talked a little and after our conversation Akhenaten had to leave and I wanted to follow him but he did not let me.
He got to his knees infront of me and gave me a promise for life and said that i can not follow him yet but that we will meet again
 I have to stay with my parents and be there for them
the promise was like that of a parent who tells the child that they will always be with the child and protect it
afterwards he hugged me and kissed my forehead

At that time i did not know about Akhenaten
Years later i saw a docu about him and it hit me like a blizzard!
I immediately recognised that face
whenever i see a statue or bust of him I am overwhelmed by emotions while other historical persons do not cause any emotions in me

the whole amarna family seems to "follow" me
i talk about them and suddenly they there is a docu about them
this happens really often
a neighbour of mine had a replication of the golden throne of Tutankhamun/aten
he did not know about my passion for this egyptian dynasty but randomly asked me if i am interested in that throne
these is just a small selection of situations where they seem to "follow" me
funnily it is always them but never any other historical figure
I also feel emotionally connected to akhenaten and his family
it is almost like i knew them and i can not look at them without emotions
I even share some health issues with them (from what they found out when they examined the mummies)

so you can imagine my suprise or how i felt when i recognised the person in my dream
but this was not the last dream
many followed
sometimes they were like memories and sometimes i received answers

those dreams felt so real
I even had control of what i was doing
unlike usual dreams where you have no control at all

and so of course I remember the feeling when my dad and I met Akhenaten (how could I forget?)
and I have these feeling quite often and it feels like someone is standing behind me and patting my shoulder
my dog seems so stare at the air then and acts like he is greeting someone behind me
so my dog feels it too


so i recently wondered if i really had a past life (meanwhile I am quite sure about that) it was about 3000 years ago
because I do not remember any other life i guess this was the one before I started my current life
that would mean that I have been in another dimension for more than 3000 years
and I personally believe that people who die can act as guardian spirits for chosen people and that some angels lived at least one human life before they turned into an angelic being

because of my unusual strong desire to protect my parents, especially my father and the thing about the date of my birthday and that my father also met Akhenaten in that dream I wondered if after my past life I became the guardian spirit of my father or at least have been an angelic being after my last death and incarnated now

this would explain many things
and since it is common knowledge that human beings should not know about the secrets of the other dimension/heaven it is reasonal that incarnated angels have a feeling of who they were and have a strong connection to spirits and/or other angels but do not remember their life as angelic beings in details

what do you think?
have you experienced similar things?

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i created this blog to share experiences and opinions of reincarnation, past life memories, paranormal experiences and incarnated angels.

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Greetings, Clarice